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Final Hours

If you are reading this, you are reading the last words I will ever write and I can only hope you learn from my actions as I was murdered by my own hubris.  In writing this I summarize my descent into darkness, trying my hardest to make sure these final hours are spent ensuring that someone might be able to see this and prevent it from happening again.  Tucker's sister Whitney had always been a focus of my life. A deep abiding crush that had weighed on my heart since the both of us were children. It hurt me deeply to see her having fallen in love with someone else, and it was devastating to know she was getting married this year.  Knowing my chances were well past and ruined I found my thoughts dwindling to dark places, trying desperately to find a way to have her, to have my Whitney.  Fate would have it then, that a woman named Izzy would find me. She said she felt the pain in my heart, and knew I loved someone who would never return my feelings, and in her mercy sh...

Lockdown: by design

Trevor had spent 6 days in lock down before he realized he’d actually been in lock down for 9 days. This was by design. He doesn’t remember the deleted message history with his friend where the elixir recipe was shared He doesn’t remember where the index card for the recipe is hidden. Or that the vials are hidden in a completely separate place just incase he does remember. He does remember that he’s been stuck house sitting for his sister and brother in laws home while the stay at home order is in place. And he does remember spending the time laying around lazily on the soft sheets of their bed, and he certainly remembers how nice it felt to jerk off laying naked on those sheets. He doesn’t remember the sashaying around in his sisters lingerie. Or using her dildo to bring himself to a mind shattering orgasm He doesn’t remember the time spent looking at all those male models fingering himself He remembers occasionally getting into his brother in laws whisky collect...